Blubber-blubber
Mr. Renn left for Philadelphia this morning. It's one of those sad/good things in life... I will not see him for 5 weeks. I am sitting at my parents' computer blubbering, with a gassy baby in one arm, and we (baby & I) have matching bed-head from a night of oh-so-little sleep.
I believe I am poised for disaster. I am quite a wreck without my Mr. Renn.
What does one do with one's self for five weeks without one's belongings or sanity or DH?
By the way, I was happy to see that Heidi Swapp had a beautiful baby girl.... even though I don't know her and she doesn't know me and she seems like one of those people with a "too perfect" life that you almost want to hate. She seems to have unlimited optimism and lots of positive energy... I'm hoping it's contageous, if I just keep checking her blog.
On that note, I'm going to go blow my nose and cry some more.
4 comments:
I am so sorry Em...that truly is rough. I hope you can get more sleep soon. I'll be praying for all three of you!
That is so hard! I'll pray it goes by quickly for you and you can be with Mr. Renn asap.
I am sorry Em! It will go by fast! You are in my prayers. If you need anything let me know! Even if you need someone to talk to. Hang in there.
It will get better. Make sure you are getting some help if you need it, even if it's just an ear to talk to. And talk to OB if you start to feel really sad; I'm not kidding.
I was fine with both boys, but with Abby, my hormones took a real dive and you can't always just pull yourself up by the bootstraps. It's like trying to make cookies rise by sheer will, but leaving out the baking soda. If I can help in any way, please let me know!
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